[19] Out of Place
So I have a dilemma. And it's quite a big dilemma if I do say so myself. Here goes.
Most of my friends are pretty much addicted to drugs. And I'm not just talking about weed. I'm talking cocaine, Triple C, PCP, ice... basically anything they can get. At first it wasn't so bad, but now they just do it every night and that's all they ever talk about. And since I have never done anything, I find it very difficult to just stand there with two of my friends in the midst of one of those what-a-fucking-awesome night conversations. As I see it, I have three options:
a) tell my friends that they should talk about something else for fucking once,
b) start doing drugs, or
c) find new friends.
I'd very much like to just drop option C, seeing as I've been friends with these people for most of my life, but I don't know what else I should do. I wouldn't mind telling them, and I wouldn't mind doing drugs, either, though I'd want to drugs for myself rather than to "fit in" with my friends. And if I tell my friends what I'm thinking, I'm afraid it won't do much good. They're very independent and won't take what I say very seriously if it includes the words 'drugs' and 'quit' in the same sentence.
I don't know what to do.
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