[22] Project Rock Band
You know what would be awesome? To be in a band. I wish I could play a musical instrument a little cooler than the piano, personally. Last night I was thinking about this while watching TV and I turned to my dad and said, "Will you teach me to play guitar?" He looked kind of confused at first and then he said to get his guitar, and he showed me the C scale and everything. I could barely even hold the strings down hard enough to create an actual note. Puh. Crush my dreams, why don't you, weak fingers of mine.
My friends have a band. Every time I watch them I'm in fucking awe. I don't know how they do it.
Is it weird that I write down everything that I write on the internet in a journal for fear of losing it? For some reason I always imagine getting on the computer and finding everything totally gone. And now I'm beginning to think that I perhaps like to dwell too much. I never want to forget anything. I always bring up the past. I never just... let it go. Is that bad? I don't know. I hope not.
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